i think, the moment i say ” it’s ok ” i can take all the consequences.and it’s just sooo wrong. i don’t even think what will happen, ketika gue bilang ” it’s ok “

it seems easy and fine. tapi ternyata ngga.

it’s so not ok, when you know that you’re not that important to him. considering how important he is for you.

it’s so not ok, when you know that he is on his way to move, and you still in the same level of mood. ga jelas dan gitu-gitu aja

it’s so not ok, when you know that he already has his own world and you still feel insecure at the moment you need to meet him.

it’s so not ok, because you are not brave enough to tell him that you need him.

irrationalrationality:

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men,
have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money
think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat
heterosexual, don’t think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual,
somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have
some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and
NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose
interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

“Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it’s
our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark, until they
mature into something you’d like to have dinner with.”

hahaha„ i think sometimes these are just SO TRUE :)

i’m dead, i’m sooooo dead

butuh @marshafaradina segera, 911!

kayanya gue itu harusnya masuk sbm aja, biar bisa debat sana-sini.

i was on the way home, when i heard this song for the first time.

considering my feeling about him now, i think this song suits perfectly :)

this song is called undertow. Performed by Timbaland, The fray, and Esthero.

I don’t wanna talk now
I don’t wanna hear you scream no more
Want somebody to save me
Everything I do feels like its wrong
All we do is fall down
even though we try to stay afloat
I swear its gonna kill me
even though you think it wont
So why rock a boat and make waves
And everything’s coming okay
So why am I confused if you love me
Thought this would be smooth sailing

I don’t wanna cry every time we try it never fails
Change the direction wanna be close set for sail
My hearts in your hand don’t you go hurt me again
all we got is one chance and its sink or swim
So why rock a boat and make waves
And everything’s coming okay
why am I confused if you love me
Thought this would be smooth sailing

Cause I don’t wanna let you go
and we’re caught in the undertow
Cause I ain’t losing my control
And we’re caught in the undertow
I hold the prayer is all our own
but we need air we go alone
cause I don’t wanna let you go
til we’re caught in the undertow

- it’s just so hard to know more about you-